jeez I dno what to do about the book and everything.

I don't even know how to read it yet.
if I read it fast I can keep up with the fan talk,
but then it's all over, y'know, the last book and I don't want to run through it.
if I read it slow I'll be very slow and many will be ahead of me, I'll probably stumble over spoilers since I just CAN'T be NOT online or on lj.. so, I really can't decide and it sucks because the book will be out soon :(
dammit.